is it ok to talk about this?

this is the time of year i tend to suffer alot
F25.0 is what i has
and cPTSD


what year it is? xD

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is it ok to talk about this?

i think so. i dont see why not. as long as its respectful.


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i think so. i dont see why not. as long as its respectful.

of course it would be respectful <3
anyone is welcomed to share experiences of stories if they are comfortable doing it

i have alotof turama and it triggered my psychosis
and got me schizoaffective dirorser bipolar type now

i dont want to sh or s or si because i am in a pact with my lover... and i actually dont want to hurt her so this girl is in a pact

so there....
i know kinda dark but if you got people hurting you on vrchat and accusing thing that u did not do it would degrade your mental health alot.. especially if your parents dont help </3


thank you for listening to me <3

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is it ok to talk about this?
this is the time of year i tend to suffer alot
F25.0 is what i has
and cPTSD

Hi Mary, I feel it's totally ok to talk about what you're going through.

I'm glad to hear you are getting help. As a fellow PTSD survivor I can say the road is long, but in the end it's worth the journey.

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Re: mental health
By: mary4 to All on Tue Dec 24 2024 09:05 pm

is it ok to talk about this?

this is the time of year i tend to suffer alot F25.0 is what i has
and cPTSD

I think it's okay. There are a lot of people who have struggles with mental health, and I feel like mental health might not be talked about or addressed enough by a lot of people.

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If people are not classy, its usually not a good idea to hang around there.


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I think it's okay. There are a lot of people who have struggles with mental health, and I feel like mental health might not be talked about
or addressed enough by a lot of people.

It makes me want to go back to school and become a therapist. There's a
growing need for them, finding a good one who's taking new patients is
getting difficult, and I'd love to set my own hours. :)



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I think it's okay. There are a lot of people who have struggles with mental health, and I feel like mental health might not be talked about
or addressed enough by a lot of people.

thank you <3

yeah it is not talked about enough

i am scared to talk about it in most online places because of heavy discrimination i been through because of psychosis and mania <3

yes i have turama with that deeply


but i tested this area and yall remind me of Linux Forks Luanti server
where everyone is nice <3

thank you <3

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Hi Mary, I feel it's totally ok to talk about what you're going through.

I'm glad to hear you are getting help. As a fellow PTSD survivor I can
say the road is long, but in the end it's worth the journey.

thank you so much <3
yeah i am struggling hard rn

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If people are not classy, its usually not a good idea to hang around there.

thats what i am doing i am recovering from that and advoiding those people

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I think it's okay. There are a lot of people who have struggles with mental health, and I feel like mental health might not be talked abou or addressed enough by a lot of people.

It makes me want to go back to school and become a therapist. There's a growing need for them, finding a good one who's taking new patients is getting difficult, and I'd love to set my own hours. :)

the best therapists are ofthen my own people and been patients them selves! <3

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Re: Re: mental health
By: poindexter FORTRAN to Nightfox on Tue Dec 24 2024 10:41 am

It makes me want to go back to school and become a therapist. There's a growing need for them, finding a good one who's taking new patients is getting difficult, and I'd love to set my own hours. :)

That's true :)

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how is everyone doing these days? <3

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i think so. i dont see why not. as long as its respectful.

of course it would be respectful <3

Yep, I am sure you would. I was saying it more generally, sometimes
people (especially those who haven't experienced it), can be a bit nasty
about it.

i dont want to sh or s or si because i am in a pact with my lover...

Great, some people say there are good ways and bad ways to manage, but I
say what ever way keeps you alive and through it is the good way.

thank you for listening to me <3

:)

anyone is welcomed to share experiences of stories if they are
comfortable doing it

I've been on anti-depressants and anti-psychotics for most of my life.
Starting from when I was in high school. I moved to perth when I left highschool, by myself. Made some great friends and fell in love with a
girl. She was a really beautiful person, so caring and always put others
before herself, so cute and funny. I adored her. She died - suicide. I
was broken, and drank for a number of years 6 - 7 to deal with it. Most
people would frown on drinking, but it got me through. My medication got increased too around that time, and actually just got reduced a bit again
a month or two ago, and things are going good. Although it happened 20
years ago and I've since got married and have a son now (plus two
daughters who didn't make it) and although I am happy, I still to
sometimes wonder what life might have been like.

So thats my story, I say time can heal all wounds, but it doesn't erase
them. There's always scars.

So yeah, keep your pact, and do what you can to keep going - life always
has new things to throw at you and they aren't always bad :)

Andrew

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It makes me want to go back to school and become a therapist. There's
a growing need for them, finding a good one who's taking new patients
is getting difficult, and I'd love to set my own hours. :)

I think it would be one hell of a tough job though, especially if you're
an empathetic kind of person.

Andrew

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anyone is welcomed to share experiences of stories if they are
comfortable doing it

i have alotof turama and it triggered my psychosis
and got me schizoaffective dirorser bipolar type now

i dont want to sh or s or si because i am in a pact with my lover... and
i actually dont want to hurt her so this girl is in a pact

i know kinda dark but if you got people hurting you on vrchat and
accusing thing that u did not do it would degrade your mental health alot.. especially if your parents dont help </3

thank you for listening to me <3

I think BBSes offer a good community for these types of discussions - we're not all up in your grille and you don't have to go through the weird feelings of talking it out in person.

I don't have the same issues you do, but I think we all have our own... I've dealt with addiction and impulse control - and still do...

At any rate, know that theres ears and hearts in these interwebs - and vrchat can't be good for anyones mental health!!! I know PokerStars is a shit show, and thats leaps and bounds less toxic than vrchat!! :P

Hope the season goes well for you - just day by day. I hope you can enjoy the season; Merry Christmas mary4!!



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Yep, I am sure you would. I was saying it more generally, sometimes
people (especially those who haven't experienced it), can be a bit nasty about it.

i dont want to sh or s or si because i am in a pact with my lover...

Great, some people say there are good ways and bad ways to manage, but I say what ever way keeps you alive and through it is the good way.

thank you for listening to me <3

:)

anyone is welcomed to share experiences of stories if they are comfortable doing it

I've been on anti-depressants and anti-psychotics for most of my life. Starting from when I was in high school. I moved to perth when I left highschool, by myself. Made some great friends and fell in love with a girl. She was a really beautiful person, so caring and always put others before herself, so cute and funny. I adored her. She died - suicide. I
was broken, and drank for a number of years 6 - 7 to deal with it. Most people would frown on drinking, but it got me through. My medication got increased too around that time, and actually just got reduced a bit again a month or two ago, and things are going good. Although it happened 20 years ago and I've since got married and have a son now (plus two daughters who didn't make it) and although I am happy, I still to sometimes wonder what life might have been like.

So thats my story, I say time can heal all wounds, but it doesn't erase them. There's always scars.

So yeah, keep your pact, and do what you can to keep going - life always has new things to throw at you and they aren't always bad :)

Andrew

i have a friend who actually did commit suicide.. they where just like me... and dang... your gf from those times REMINDED ME OF MY SELF ....

shit....

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I think BBSes offer a good community for these types of discussions - we're not all up in your grille and you don't have to go through the
weird feelings of talking it out in person.

<3

I don't have the same issues you do, but I think we all have our own... I've dealt with addiction and impulse control - and still do...

i am addicted to my friends and lovers
<3

At any rate, know that theres ears and hearts in these interwebs - and vrchat can't be good for anyones mental health!!! I know PokerStars is a shit show, and thats leaps and bounds less toxic than vrchat!! :P

yeah it is not good too many shitty people and bad perople but i have a joke about vrchatters... there are 2 types of people on vrc

the drunkards and the mentally ill (menheras) xD

pa> Hope the season goes well for you - just day by day. I hope you
can pa> enjoy the season; Merry Christmas mary4!!

thank you <3

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pa> Hope the season goes well for you - just day by day. I hope you
can pa> enjoy the season; Merry Christmas mary4!!

thank you <3

I'm concerned about you... hit me on other socials - or 512.636.1003. You're going to be ok tomorrow.. as you are today.



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I'm concerned about you... hit me on other socials - or 512.636.1003. You're going to be ok tomorrow.. as you are today.

!!!! whats that ip address? i am known as mary4/sparky4 on most social medias like mary4 on discord

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!!!! whats that ip address? i am known as mary4/sparky4 on most social medi

That appears to be a telephone number.

... I am Ingnio Montoya. You stole my tagline. Prepare to die.

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I'm concerned about you... hit me on other socials - or 512.636.1003. You're going to be ok tomorrow.. as you are today.

my phone number starts with 318
if u recive a call from that then .. its me wwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww xD my brwrain feels fiunny like i am growing an antanna! <3 wwwwwwwwww

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!!!! whats that ip address? i am known as mary4/sparky4 on most social medias like mary4 on discord

Just a google voice # for text/calls. I often don't hear it ring as its an app...



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so there....
i know kinda dark but if you got people hurting you on vrchat and accusing thing that u did not do it would degrade your mental health alot.. especially if your parents dont help </3

I am not real familiar with vrchat. There are alot of place out in the internet (social media especially) that probably are not good for people
who suffer from certain mental health issues. A lot of people feel the
need to not be nice, and they feel extra free to do so on social media.

There was a documentary series here in the US about high school teens and social media that dove into it a little bit. The pressue that social media puts on young people to compare their lives with others (who are, in turn, projecting an idealized persona often lacking of reality) is very damaging
to their mental health.


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I am not real familiar with vrchat. There are alot of place out in the internet (social media especially) that probably are not good for people who suffer from certain mental health issues. A lot of people feel the need to not be nice, and they feel extra free to do so on social media.

There was a documentary series here in the US about high school teens and social media that dove into it a little bit. The pressue that social media puts on young people to compare their lives with others (who are,
in turn, projecting an idealized persona often lacking of reality) is
very damaging to their mental health.

people my age has kids and families and i cannot get my shit together xD
it's ok i am currently workin on my ruined mental health


i need alot of hugs and friends

i am glad i was older than that highschool life
there is a reason why i am not on facebook for my old contacts but rather for meme xD


i dont want to die..... thank you

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i know kinda dark but if you got people hurting you on vrchat and accusi thing that u did not do it would degrade your mental health alot.. espec if your parents dont help </3

I am not real familiar with vrchat. There are alot of place out in the internet (social media especially) that probably are not good for people who suffer from certain mental health issues. A lot of people feel the need to not be nice, and they feel extra free to do so on social media.

i avoid most social media for this reason but vrchat where the people are more human interatrion than text on the screen.. you can see their body language and such and their voice

but i can feel the kindness comming from the bbs <3

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i am contantly exausted from the intensive partial hospitalisation program (which is intensive therapy and medication management) its 9:15 - 14:00 of intensive therap every week day xD. i have an abyss of turama (no worries i wont dump) and guess what?


i finished PHP and now i am going into IOP
Intensive outpatient program XD


which is 9:15 - 13:00 xD of just therapy xD

i know it is alot but it is intensive

i found my people.... it is the denpas and menheras! <3

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how is everyone doing these days? <3

wow that is a loaded question ...

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